Marriage

It's tough....

Caged

I feel. Caged in. Like a bird with the door left open but still unable to fly. Is it my own insecurities? I am pretty sure. Underestimating my true essence, ignoring my future. What is it that keeps me from flying? Am I already flying and not aware that I am in mid flight.

Regret

Regret is a wasted emotion, you can never take back actions or words from the past…move forward and learn from them….

Casual Saturday

I have a life that I am content with. I don’t do much but everything I do is purposeful and well thought out. I may not go and shake my ass every weekend nor drink excessively but thats not me. I like staying in the house cleaning and cooking for my two men. Or just lounging reading a book. Does that make me dull? Politics excite me, a new exciting book excites me, my son makes me smile my husband makes me feel special. I find that I lose friends because I don’t enjoy going out or because Im too busy with my home-life but thats what’s important to me. Not passing judgement of any kind but just clearing my mind. I feel myself evolving. My life is so much more complex than it looks standing outside my door. If ever you could step in and take a tour you would be surprised…..